While walking home one night I felt as though something was following me, but I thought maybe i was just being ridiculous so I just kept walking. Suddenly I hear the sound of footsteps, but when I turned around I didnt see anything. Weird right? That’s the same thing I thought. I just ignored it and kept walking down the road. Next thing I know i feel this cold burst of air breeze past me. “Wtf”? I thought. I had no idea what was going on. I look behind me and I don’t see anything. I look on both sides of me and still not one thing in sight. Then as I start walking again I bump into this shadowy figure I look at it but I couldnt really see the person’s face. Next thing I know it disappears right in front of me, shocked by what just happened I got up and in a hurried pace started to run home. “Man i must be dreaming”. “This can’t be real.” That wasnt even the weird part all of a sudden I hear some weird voice. “Carlos Carlos” Then it would go away. I just kept running but the voice didnt stop. “Carlos, Carlos. I kept going then all of a sudden it stopped. So I stopped. I know wht u thinking. Why would u stop in the middle of the street in the middle of the night when some weird shadow thing is after you? That’s just it idk why I stopped thought i was ok i guess, so I stopped and looked behind me and I saw nothing, I looked on both of my sides and still saw nothing then I look in front of me and sure enough tht black shadowy figure is standing rite in front of me. “Who are u?” I asked. “I’m you”, he said. “What you can’t be me” “I’m me” “There can’t be 2 of me unless i have a twin idk abt”. But the glow from the little bit of moonlight tht had been in the night showed he looked exactly like me. Same nose same mouth same voice and everything. “I’m you and u can’t outrun me.” Then he disappears again. But had a revelation after tht. You can outrun anything but you can’t outrun yourself. You have to deal with yourself more than anyone else. You have to deal with the choices you make, your regrets, your emotions. You can be your best friend and your worst enemy. Never convince yourself tht ur a nobody. Ignore what anybody has to say abt u. Live for yourself and God because at the end of the day u have to deal with YOURSELF. I hope this makes sense cause it came out alot differently than it was in my head.

If I was murdered would Amerikkka mourn my death?

Or am I simply just another in compotent male creature in their eyes?

a hoodlum with no since of guidance

or integrity

PEACE

Couldn’t be apart of my vocabulary

Criminal

another word used to describe my being.

I’m inhuman according to their standards

My only goal is to provide substance

throughout this corrupt world.

So again I ask if died would this country even miss me?

Well I guess it’s too late to ask that question

Because

I’m already dead

Amerikkka is the graveyard

And written on my gravestone

if you can call it that

Reads

Here lies no one

That never existed.

Breathe peacefully and let prosperity saturate and overwhelm your spiritual

being.

  Let not negativity be a toxin that murders or decapitates your dreams.

 Never allow yourself to succumb to the pitfalls of just existing in a world that has become occupied

by beings who are filled with wasted potential and float through time and space.

 Be warriors, kings, and queens.

 Never sacrifice your values or beliefs. Be something. Anything. Most of all. Be. Eternally Beautiful. Beautifully Eternal.

 Beautifully Eternal.

 Malcolm as he stood on street corner’s, teaching ghetto gospel to the masses. Be Brother Matulu Shakur treating drug addicted brothers and sisters with Acupuncture.

Be.

 That father figure to your child you never had. Be warm. Be blessed. Be that Entrepreneur, that helps your family prosper. Be loyal.

Be fruitful.

  Be forgiving.

Be strong.

 The most important of them all, Be the person you are with-in.

Remain

 Internally and Eternally blissful

Life was never promised

 to be easy but let not the corruption

 of this world

cause you spiritual agony

or

 contamination

allow peace and joy to free you from the shackles

  of hostile

emotions and behavior

believe that there is a purpose buried deep inside you

and through it all

remain eternally beautiful

Beautifully Eternal.

Woman: Can you beat up this p*ssy in my house?
Man: Yes I definitely can do that. 
*They* arrive at her house* Man: Show me the p*ssy. Woman: Right this way. *man jumps in the air all excited* Woman: Here it is. *he runs out the room in a hurried pace* Man: Wtf is that? Woman: that’s the p*ssy. Man: you didn’t tell me it was a tiger wth is wrong with you. Woman: I though you said you were gonna beat it up an eat it. Man: Well that’s before I knew the p*ssy could eat me. I’m out.

The fear of uncertainty became the inspiration that pushes me forward. My insecurities are the stepping stones that will help my spirit reach a higher plateau. Fear no longer resides here. For I am greatness personified

Each day without confusion chaos or negativity makes for a more positive and tranquil atmosphere